DAY TWENTY-THREE:

ENLIGHTENED WOMEN ENLIGHTENED YOU

“But then, when she passed away at the age of six, which was two weeks short of the two years, my world was completely demolished.”

“I turned against everything that I had grown up with all my life. I’d always believed in spirit, and I’ve worked with the angels and with spirit. And I just turned my back on it.
And I grieved so deeply. And I said, if there was a God, he wouldn’t do this.
And, I felt really desolate. At the time, I think it was only the fact that Lisa was four. And that was really the main reason that I kept going, because great for all of us is very personal.
And different people grieve differently.
And one of the things that I really found hard at that time, was I needed to talk about Danielle. But other people didn’t want to talk because they didn’t want to upset me. And that took a bit of getting used to, but to me, it was most important to talk about it in my grief.
And I sort of went on a horrible, tumultuous journey. It was very difficult.
Then many years later, I still wasn’t in a good place.
And I used to wake up in the middle of the night and my bones would be like ice, and it wouldn’t matter if there was a heatwave, my bones would be like ice. And I couldn’t get warm no matter what happened.
And eventually, one night, in the early hours I just said, ‘Is that you, Danielle?’
And I instantly went warm, my bones warm, my body warm.
And I knew she was there, that she was with me and that we would be able to move forward in life. And so then I started communicating more with Danielle and knowing.
And my angels and spirit guides were there with me all the time in that terrible time that I was having.
And they were just so relieved then that I had come through it.”

CAROL ANNE CROSS